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crushed by air
02:03
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I. have. never. been sicker
but thats. not. what. you. want to hear.
i. try. my best. to cover.
but i cant. cause i. am dying. undercover
can. you hear. the sound. of silence
as i come home. again. enraged. and violent.
you. have said. you want to. support me.
but u dont. know. how. to help me
SO WHAT DO I DO!
I. Need help
But nothing. works
I'm crushed by air
I'm crushed by air
I thought time would erode my problems like a rock
But instead its compounded them, making them into a mountain that i can't cross
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suffring
01:12
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Why did u do it
I don’t hate u but why
Every day since
I’ve wished that I’d die
Every day since
I’ve lied awake in bed
Unable to rest
Or get out of my head
There’s nothing that happens
In my life now
That isn’t affected
By what u did
KILL ME
I WANNA DIEEE
KILL MEEE
How did you do it?
Why was it me
Why did u do it
Why can’t I see
U must have been damaged
The same way as me
Someone prolly did it to u
Did doing it make u feel free
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infactually
01:22
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I haven't felt a smile in years
Every second brings me new tears
I can't keep living with my fears
Can't keep living with these fears
take me away from it all
every night in my dreams i fall
every day when awake i stall
cause i feel the end coming for us all
theres silence in the house
call me neo, ive a face without a mouth
without a mouth or voice i shout
please just show me the way out
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intricite
00:45
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Pretend like this is normal
Like we do this every day
Assume like this is your last hope
Like u cared about me- in any way
cause its all comin
crashin down
if u smile or if u frown
its all comin crashing down
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fin
01:16
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Sitting on my bedroom floor
Back holding closed the door
I'm sorry i couldn't do more
I tried my best
Belt around my neck
Choking on my last breath
Blood is pumping in my teeth
I tried my best
Leather on my skin
Blood rate getting thin
so this is why its called a sin
this is why its called a sin
i'll be a murderer now
of myself that is anyhow
just dont tell me kids how
how i killed myself
I'm sorry this is how it ends
im sorry this is how it ends
im sorry this is how it ends
im sorry this is how it ends
life is just too painful
to keep up with and stay faithful
to all the things im meant to be
to live the life im meant to have
i just cannot keep up anymore
to all the people i adored
im sorry that i left you scarred
i dont expect you to forgive me
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